our weather is one hell of a moody tyrant! while selecting my favorite candidates in this year's barangay elections, sweat is dripping over the paper I'm writing on. I can taste the saltiness of it and I blame the poor ventilation in the classroom.. and of course, the scorching heat. With this kind of heat, I can even have a tan in rotisserie mode. then in just a couple of hours, it's freaking cloudy.. giving us a warning that it will rain.

i was trying very hard to capture a moment with you, however, every little effort equates to a giant leap to Mars. of course, there's an issue. Do I need to give way for someone to be happy, instead of my own happiness? It was a funny thing though because I needed you badly.. but my instincts tell me to stop and let the invisible thing creep over me. Eating me.. and swallowing me whole.

fat tuesdays

we need to let loose. i get to work everyday trying to maintain my very own existence, where nobody from the top management either see you or know your name.. BUT when something came up (of course, an error), they know your full name. why do some people only see you when you do something wrong? is it selective memory or selective blindness?

dehydration..

don't ever get yourself in the most severe loose bowel movement situation. it's more than you can bear. it's like your calling heaven to fetch you in the middle of the night. then the worst of all.. dehydration. water is so essential but if you are flushing out your own poopsies made of something like halo-halo (only that the ice has melted), then you urgently need to rehydrate. lesson learned: eat what you can only store in your stomach. vegetables and fruits are great. so is water.

welcome

i had an old blog account before.. it was like ages ago. now i'm starting a new one. very good. i'm starting to get my life back. if writing cures my pain, then a bandaid will be of no use. hopefully, i could maintain this account, unlike my bank account.. ;-)